tickle his fickle pickle

fickle. i'm being fickle. greg says, stay and you'll reap the benefits of your sweat and tears (literally) from this last yr. just stay until it's planned out better. he's panicking to replace me and he's worried about me. (yes - i am not dispensable!) but becky said something very realistic. momentum. april is pretty freakin' far away and it's the internal drive that i have going for me right now. i have the drive to make this work for me. sure, it'll be harder to leave now but i have the *ooomph* (?) and i may not have it or as much later....i didn't know i could change my mind so many times / second.