contemplating

i'm sitting in bed right now.
dressed for work.
with a slightly less severe ache.
so i plan to go to work right now.
but it feels like it could creep up on my at any moment.
i definitely don't feel "good" it just doesn't feel as bad as last night.
i don't have sick time and i don't have insurance.
which means i need to go to work to pay my rent and i can't go see a dr.
hmmm....what a dilemma.
what if it creeps up on my while i'm at work? how would i get home?
or when i'm driving?
it feels like there's gonna be another one soon, i just don't know when.
oh what to do.