stress'd.

i am at the breaking point.
work is not giving in - if anything bossman is piling it on even harder.
i.e.today.
8am - called to tell him i was going to be late cuz i volunteered to bring in drinks for his trainings this week and needed to get them.

2:30pm he came by looking for my replacement and i told him she was on a walk since we didn't take lunch(she took that walk and I kept working) or any breaks yet and he straight up said he didn't care about that, how's she doing?

by 4:30pm (no breaks or lunch) i get a call from my optometrist. they fess up that they've lost my glasses in the mail. these are the same glasses that i ordered (ordered only lenses and brought in my fav old frames) about 2 1/2 wks ago. i kept calling to follow up: oops they had a problem / oops they had to backorder / oops it should be here by wed or friday / oops it's not in / oops (today) they lost it.

5pm-11:30pm'ish: went to pick up more boxes, finished taxes (yay refund!), crossroads trading co *only cashed out on $39.20*, jamba juice (dinner), buffalo exchange *since I only cashed out $39.20 at crossroads, I thought I would try buffalo to get more...ended up leaving with $3.32 for a dickies red shirt dress*- home. as soon as I pulled into the garage (phone -sammy) asking if I wanted dinner that he cooked, talked (vented) to joannie straight until sammy called asking what i was doing since he had been waiting to eat dinner till i arrived, drove to sammy's to do laundry and eat another dinner and sort all of the clothes that buffalo and crossroads didn't buy - between goodwill and me. we tried to drop them off at alameda goodwill after the fact but then got there to realize they have a "no dumping sign / camera" outside. (which defeated the whole purpose cuz i wanted to live the minimalist life.)

To do: I still need to bring my car in tomorrow to get fixed the other things that my uncle didn't have parts for the first time i brought it in, need to go to AAA and figure out why it says that my policy expired 1/26/06 when i got a confirmation that my insurance renewal would be mailed in feb. need to drop off donations to goodwill since we went after hrs tonight and it's against their rules on the gate to dump afterhours, need to go to u-haul and make sure my ducks are in lined for wednesday packing of the truck, need to finish packing apt!??!!!!, need to work overtime according to greg's expectations of my to-do list for his annual merit reviews project, need to prevent myself from attacking K at work tomorrow, cuz she keeps making snide rude comments to me, my fault for watching Tony (should've could've would've - oh well). Need - to - keep - sanity.

within the last couple of days i keep randomly twitching. i have this odd fear that i will get a papercut in my eye - not accidental but like a real intentional one and it keeps freakin' me out. i have no idea where it's coming from. i think "Hostel" is finally setting in...(Hostel was like a porn-torture chamber-gone wrong. if you leave out the "gone wrong" then you just have like S&M or dominatrix or something and that's fine but "gone wrong" it was just - wrong.)